It sucks to feel like you're all alone when you're surrounded by friends and family. I think it's just because I'm so damn tired, and I feel like I'm going nowhere with my life and no one gives a shit, and everything is just piling up on me like so many damn bricks. I have this I have to do, I have that I have to do, I have to behave this way with this person, I have to behave that way with that person. It's wearing me down. I'm only 25; that's too young to have a second mental breakdown, isn't it?